わかりません

[xanithofdragons]

So I had a moment of freaking out over something that really shouldn't freak me out just now.

I had been doing the thing where I pace around thinking about things because I'm restless and think all the time when I was shocked to realize that I had been thinking about imaginary, hypothetical conversations in Japanese.

Two weeks since that intensive course and it still affects my daily life. I should be happy about this, but I'm too busy being freaked out. It might be partially that I feel like I'm not good enough at Japanese yet that I should be imagining up hypothetical conversations like that, but 　if I think about potentially talking to a Japanese person enough, it only makes sense that I should be speaking in Japanese.

Or something.

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[xanithofdragons.livejournal.com]

But it's still really freaky to suddenly realize that I've been doing it without even thinking about it. It's a little jarring. Of course, if I was thinking about doing it, it'd probably be hard to actually do it. IDK.

Although I have gotten used to thinking a word or phrase in Japanese in reaction to things.

[phyrexians.livejournal.com]

分かりませんね？

私も、時々です。。。


Specifically, I talk in jp when im drunk hahahaha.

[xanithofdragons.livejournal.com]

Lol, that's kind of cool in a way.

I kinda want to get drunk once just to see what it's like, lol. Even though the idea of getting drunk is kinda scary to me.

[violettango.livejournal.com]

Wow, that is shocking, realizing that you have suddenly gained a grasp on a language. You should be proud, though! You'll be very prepared when you go and study abroad next year! So accept this with pride in your heart!